So i registered for school today, only to find out I was supposed to pay $440 by 4.30 today. Clearly that didn't happen. Money is stressing me out. I'm working two jobs, but i still seem to be drowning. And now I'm going back to school, which will cut into possible working time. Am I completely crazy?
I have a hard time justifying going back to school right now. I can't make myself wrap my head around the fact that it WILL help me in the future. I just can't get it when I'm struggling so much right now. I KNOW it will help me, but how can I put that much money into it right now when I'm not getting anything back right away.
I"m going to have to find some way to run on as little sleep as possible. I'll have to get as much sleep in the next two weeks as I can to make it through the next year lol I just hope Winners keeps me on past the store opening cuz I'm truly screwed if I don't have that job! Fuck! Why did I ever give up the Bad Boy job?? I was guarenteed good hours and fairly good money! Fuck I'm a moron!! Why do I do this shit to myself. I just keep digging a deeper and deeper hole.
I can only blame myself :(
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